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<div class="verse">It is surprisingly hard to think something real
<pre class="verse">It is surprisingly hard to think something real
when every indication, every word, all you feel
tells you that that must not be the case.
There's no easy way to make yourself face
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dealt you. You had the job, you had the insurance, the means.
You made the call. You took the step. You passed the screens.
<strong>You</strong> did this.</blockquote>
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<!-- I don't think it hit home that surgery was real until six weeks beforehand. Not that I thought it was not going to happen --- though there was some of that, of course --- but that it was something truly surreal. Some unknown and unknowable procedure would happen, and then I would be on the other side. It was almost eldritch: I would close my eyes to miss the madness and awake changed.