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date: 2019-08-09
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date: 2019-08-09
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- uppity
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- detached
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- bored
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- meta
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What if I tried to write a magical-realistic memoir?
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What if I tried to write a magical-realistic memoir?
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date: 2019-08-09
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date: 2019-08-09
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- uppity
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- snarky
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- meta
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I'm not ready to share this yet.
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I'm not ready to share this yet.
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date: 2019-08-10
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date: 2019-08-10
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- inquisitive
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- helpful
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- echoes
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- nostalgia
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- ekstasis
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> Do you remember when you met me?
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> Do you remember when you met me?
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date: 2019-08-10
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date: 2019-08-10
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- echoes
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- kind
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- earnest
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- alcohol
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When 2007 rolled around, I turned 21. *What if,* I thought to myself. *What if I decided to see what it feels like to be addicted to something?*
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When 2007 rolled around, I turned 21. *What if,* I thought to myself. *What if I decided to see what it feels like to be addicted to something?*
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date: 2019-08-10
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date: 2019-08-10
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- brief
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- honest
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- dad
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- mental health
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When I was young, back before I knew what mental health entailed, what anxiety and abuse and depression really meant, I was convinced I was having semi-regular mental breakdowns. That was the phrase I used then, because I was unsure of what it meant to have a panic attack.
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When I was young, back before I knew what mental health entailed, what anxiety and abuse and depression really meant, I was convinced I was having semi-regular mental breakdowns. That was the phrase I used then, because I was unsure of what it meant to have a panic attack.
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date: 2019-08-11
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date: 2019-08-11
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- questions
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- echoes
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- humor
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> Why am I here?
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> Why am I here?
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date: 2019-08-11
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date: 2019-08-11
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- brief
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- transition
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- Matthew
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- dead years
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- Ship of Theseus
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date: 2019-08-11
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date: 2019-08-11
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- questions
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- brief
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- ekstasis
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- images
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July 2nd, 2004, shortly after midnight.
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July 2nd, 2004, shortly after midnight.
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date: 2019-08-11
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date: 2019-08-11
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- demanding
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- snarky
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- questions
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- mania
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- mental health
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> Tell me about mania.
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> Tell me about mania.
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date: 2019-08-12
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date: 2019-08-12
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weight: 10
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- earnest
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The first time I remember thinking about polyamory--
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The first time I remember thinking about polyamory--
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date: 2019-08-12
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date: 2019-08-12
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- mom
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- julie
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My parents put me through three divorces. My mother and father divorced when I was very young. Young to the point where I don't remember them being married. I remember finding a picture of them walking with their arms around each other's backs. Dad was shirtless and chestnut brown, hair a near-black 'fro. Mom was in a white blouse, blonde hair in a perm. It seemed so alien to me.
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My parents put me through three divorces. My mother and father divorced when I was very young. Young to the point where I don't remember them being married. I remember finding a picture of them walking with their arms around each other's backs. Dad was shirtless and chestnut brown, hair a near-black 'fro. Mom was in a white blouse, blonde hair in a perm. It seemed so alien to me.
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date: 2018-08-13
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date: 2018-08-13
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weight: 12
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> I suppose you also searched your archives for poly.
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> I suppose you also searched your archives for poly.
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date: 2019-08-13
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date: 2019-08-13
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weight: 13
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I won't repost them, because they're direct logs, shortly after the conversation mentioned before, the issue of Michael bringing another partner to the queer group we were a part of came up. How would we work a situation where I, coming from a monogamous point of view, would be in the same room with my partner and metamour? Would we split our time? Would one of us get ignored while the other got attention? Would we both get attention? Would we just plain avoid it?
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I won't repost them, because they're direct logs, shortly after the conversation mentioned before, the issue of Michael bringing another partner to the queer group we were a part of came up. How would we work a situation where I, coming from a monogamous point of view, would be in the same room with my partner and metamour? Would we split our time? Would one of us get ignored while the other got attention? Would we both get attention? Would we just plain avoid it?
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date: 2019-08-14
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date: 2019-08-14
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> Let's talk about mania.
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> Let's talk about mania.
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date: 2019-08-14
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> Thank you.
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> Thank you.
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date: 2019-08-14
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A lot of times, when furries talk, they talk about their fursoñas as their ideal selves. I've found that it's more likely that their fursoñas are them at their most normal, most natural, most earnest.
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A lot of times, when furries talk, they talk about their fursoñas as their ideal selves. I've found that it's more likely that their fursoñas are them at their most normal, most natural, most earnest.
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That.
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That.
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That little bit of panic-colored dissociation that I would later name dysphoria would come in waves. Sometimes it'd be triggered, as it was then. Sometimes it would fade slowly into view and I'd go on a tear making skirts and then it would fade back into the low background static of the anxiet that goes along with being a member of a minority identity group.
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That little bit of panic-colored dissociation that I would later name dysphoria would come in waves. Sometimes it'd be triggered, as it was then. Sometimes it would fade slowly into view and I'd go on a tear making skirts and then it would fade back into the low background static of the anxiety that goes along with being a member of a minority identity group.
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> There **was** ecstasy, though. There was euphoria as well as dysphoria.
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> There **was** ecstasy, though. There was euphoria as well as dysphoria.
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> Tell me about the dress.
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> Tell me about the dress.
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<a class="pulse" href="/patrons-only">It's not even about the dress</a>.
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<a class="pulse" href="/dad">It's not even about the dress</a>.
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> Do you feel better, now?
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Not really. Just a different kind of melancholy.
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> Ain't that just the way of things?
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