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+date: 2019-08-18
+weight: 3
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+TIASAP stands for *The Ill-Advised Self-Administration Period*.
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+This is why.
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+I was unsafe about it.
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+I lost my sexuality for years.
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+I turned the need for change into punishment.
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+The color drained from my universe. The flavor was gone from food. I could not smell.
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+> And when you added in a bit of estrogen, you wept at the return of sensation.
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+I tell myself now that if I belive something to be true when I'm depressed as well as when I'm hypomanic, it's more likely to be right.
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+And, well.
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+<a class="pulse" href="/transition">Now I knew it was right</a>.
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+But I was unsafe, I was punishing myself, and I did it all on purpose.
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+> Why ruin your life on accident when you can do it on purpose?