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\label{sex:kink}
\index{Sex!kink|(}
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Delve into kink.
\begin{ally}
Well, and fuck around on Taps a lot.
Well, and fuck around on Taps a lot.\index{Sex!TS}
\end{ally}
The two go hand in hand. When sex makes you intensely anxious, it turns out that getting tied up and blindfolded just sort of multiplies that anxiety.
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\end{ally}
Not really, but using kink as a coping mechanism for anxieties around rape is at least a way forward for me.
Ditto humiliation. Being made to feel inadequate, often by people I was supposed to look up to, was such a negative force in my life --- in Matthew's life --- that it left me with quite a bit of baggage. This is just a way to sort through it.
Ditto humiliation. Being made to feel inadequate, often by people I was supposed to look up to, was such a negative force in my life --- in Matthew's life\index{The Death of Matthew} --- that it left me with quite a bit of baggage. This is just a way to sort through it.
\begin{ally}
Sexily.
\end{ally}
I suppose. It's something of a metakink. Many of the others stem from that, or from a similar core interest.
Scent-play as a means of degradation: why would a snow leopard smell of canine? Fits in nicely with knotting. Why not toss in some species denial, too; no more kitty, you say `arf' now.
Scent-play as a means of degradation: why would a snow leopard smell of canine? Fits in nicely with knotting. Why not toss in some species denial, too; no more kitty, you say `arf' now.\index{Furry}
Scruffing, in the context of furry, especially with felines, is a means of rendering one helpless. Coercion and weakened mental states fit as well. Those all sort of tag along with the non-consensual core kink
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\begin{ally}
Where do those come from?
\end{ally}
Self hatred. Self harm. Destroy me before I destroy myself.
Self hatred. Self harm. Destroy me before I destroy myself.\index{Mental health!self harm}
\begin{ally}
Really?
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\begin{ally}
Do you enjoy vanilla sex, then?
\end{ally}
Perhaps. I suppose I must. So much of what I did for so long, online and off, was vanilla. Even now, much of it is.
Perhaps. I suppose I must. So much of what I did for so long, online and off, was vanilla. Even now, much of it is.\index{Sex!TS}\index{Furry}
\begin{ally}
Yet ``sneps are for abusing''.
Yet ``sneps are for abusing''.\index{Furry!fursoñas!Maddy}
\end{ally}
Yes.
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\end{ally}
Yes.
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