diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/004.html b/content/gender/surgery/004.html index 26ffd3f..c4acf2b 100644 --- a/content/gender/surgery/004.html +++ b/content/gender/surgery/004.html @@ -41,5 +41,23 @@ There is change implied in the loss of virginity. Something elegant, something beyond just the physical. Maybe it's maturity, maybe it's a coming of age, or even some strange aspect of purity. It's a one-way change -That no-going-back-ness +That no-going-back-ness grew stronger and stronger, +and the minutes just seemed to go longer and longer, +as I got closer and closer to the fateful moment of change. +I was laid on my back. I wwas wheeled to the OR. "How strange," +I thought. "That I'll never know where this room actually is. +I'm wheeled here on my back, the surgeon does his biz, +and I'll wake up in post-op." To this day, I have no idea. +Did all of my friends go through this? Did Katt? Did Lutea? +Were we all whisked away to some dreamside room +where we would be changed? Some strange, perhaps-tomb? +After all, this surgery, this procedue, none of this was riskless. +Would this be where we died? Would we pass here, resistless, +in the depths of anaesthesia? +
Was that really such a worry? +               I mean, I suppose it had to have been. +You spent all that time polishing your will. How could you begin +to deny the death-thoughts inherent in a nine-hour surgery? +That you didn't still leaves you feeling like you're living a forgery +of a life.
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