Writing on plurality

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+date: 2020-06-17
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+> I see now.
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+Are you me?
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+> Am I?
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+I don't know. I can't tell. I can't tell if you're me, if the adversary is me, if "that third-of-three parts, that part defined by negative space and shadow and blind spots" is me.
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+I can't tell if hypomanic Madison is me. I can't tell if depressed Madison is me.
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+Sometimes she feels separate. Depressed Madison, I mean. Sometimes she feels like another person who is doing different things, and I feel trapped up within my head, watching her act--
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+> Or not.
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+--or not, and I feel like nothing I say or do can get her to change the things she does or does not do. Nothing I say or do can change the way she feels.
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+The way I feel?
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+The way she feels when she's fronting?
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+> There is confusion here.
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+Yes. Confusion borne of new knowledge. What do I do with it? What do I do with these strangely-shaped thoughts?
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+> Talk around them in circles.
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+Ha ha.
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+> Am I wrong.
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+No.