From bfc818d7b0963ed6771e7daeac170e35423dbbc8 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Madison Scott-Clary Date: Sat, 21 Dec 2019 18:44:47 -0800 Subject: [PATCH] Hugo's markdown processor is weird as heck --- content/gender/surgery/{01.md => 01.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{02.md => 02.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{03.md => 03.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{04.md => 04.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{05.md => 05.html} | 26 +++++++++++------------ content/gender/surgery/{06.md => 06.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{07.md => 07.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{08.md => 08.html} | 0 content/gender/surgery/{09.md => 09.html} | 0 9 files changed, 13 insertions(+), 13 deletions(-) rename content/gender/surgery/{01.md => 01.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{02.md => 02.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{03.md => 03.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{04.md => 04.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{05.md => 05.html} (69%) rename content/gender/surgery/{06.md => 06.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{07.md => 07.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{08.md => 08.html} (100%) rename content/gender/surgery/{09.md => 09.html} (100%) diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/01.md b/content/gender/surgery/01.html similarity index 100% rename from content/gender/surgery/01.md rename to content/gender/surgery/01.html diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/02.md b/content/gender/surgery/02.html similarity index 100% rename from content/gender/surgery/02.md rename to content/gender/surgery/02.html diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/03.md b/content/gender/surgery/03.html similarity index 100% rename from content/gender/surgery/03.md rename to content/gender/surgery/03.html diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/04.md b/content/gender/surgery/04.html similarity index 100% rename from content/gender/surgery/04.md rename to content/gender/surgery/04.html diff --git a/content/gender/surgery/05.md b/content/gender/surgery/05.html similarity index 69% rename from content/gender/surgery/05.md rename to content/gender/surgery/05.html index eecd46e..0c455c3 100644 --- a/content/gender/surgery/05.md +++ b/content/gender/surgery/05.html @@ -6,7 +6,7 @@ weight: 5
I'm no good at images, only words, and yet for days after surgery, as anesthesia and countless - milligrams, milliliters, millions of +  milligrams, milliliters, millions of drugs leave my system, I'm lousy with visions, each lousy with meaning. @@ -14,7 +14,7 @@ each lousy with meaning. I lay in bed, unable to move, struggling to keep my eyes open; I know that if I close them, - I'll be lost, I'll be lost, I'll be +  I'll be lost, I'll be lost, I'll be mired in waking dreams, coherent visions with all the logic of that paler side of consciousness. @@ -22,23 +22,23 @@ of that paler side of consciousness. Perhaps the veil here is still too thin and vague, the pool too clear, the monsters too scary - too lean, too mean, too hungry, or +  too lean, too mean, too hungry, or perhaps I was too close to death to come away totally unscathed, too close to completely survive. - It's as though, laying here, - stinking of hospital, - I'm seeing emotions play out, - Scene after scene, scene after scene, - anxiety shown in heaps of discarded entrails, - hope in the ceaseless ratcheting of gears, - determination in the marching of feet. +  It's as though, laying here, +  stinking of hospital, +  I'm seeing emotions play out, +    Scene after scene, scene after scene, +  anxiety shown in heaps of discarded entrails, +  hope in the ceaseless ratcheting of gears, +  determination in the marching of feet. If I were an artist, perhaps I could hope to touch these images, but as it is, every word falls short, - too vague, too inexact, too tight to +  too vague, too inexact, too tight to hope to explain something so vast by the very act of attempting to reproduce; I can only hint from the margins. @@ -46,7 +46,7 @@ I can only hint from the margins. That poetry can accomplish what prose cannot in its economy of motion is attractive to me, here in recovery - - so tired, so tired, so tired - so +  so tired, so tired, so tired - so maybe I can hope to express the dire import of these visions dancing behind closed lids, or at least remind myself on rereading. @@ -54,7 +54,7 @@ or at least remind myself on rereading. Even now, a week out, I'm starting to lose touch with the visions, I can almost touch them if I squint, - lie real still, don't move now, but +  lie real still, don't move now, but even then, a shadow of the substance... I'm starting to consign to memory that which was probably memory to begin with.
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