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I will be the first to admit that it is difficult to write about mental health, as is certainly evidenced here already, and in countless other projects where I've tried to get that across. Even when talking about it, my voice is filled with ellipses and my words littered with hedges, fillers, and all sorts of metalinguistic dross.
\noindent I will be the first to admit that it is difficult to write about mental health, as is certainly evidenced here already, and in countless other projects where I've tried to get that across. Even when talking about it, my voice is filled with ellipses and my words littered with hedges, fillers, and all sorts of metalinguistic dross.
\begin{ally}
That you later had to learn to use those consciously, to string like-and-if-um-but-so through your words like fairy lights to anchor your pitch is neither here nor there.
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Let's talk about movement disorders, then.
\newpage
Everyone, I suspect, deals with movement in a different way. Some are content to sit still where others have to move. Some must move, and it is a part of their personality. Some cannot move and it is a part of their physiology.
\noindent Everyone, I suspect, deals with movement in a different way. Some are content to sit still where others have to move. Some must move, and it is a part of their personality. Some cannot move and it is a part of their physiology.
And some must move because it is an aching necessity. There is no ``if they do not move, then\ldots{}'' statement to be made. They must move. They can't \emph{not} move.
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I don't think I could manage. At that point, it was embarrassing enough to have picked up a stutter, a movement disorder that I never explained to my boss or the PM. To acknowledge it to the client would have been mortifying.
\newpage
When I was interviewing for Canonical, the tic had not yet started, or at least not yet to the point where it was affecting my neck or my voice. By the time I \emph{did} start at Canonical, it was well underway.
\noindent When I was interviewing for Canonical, the tic had not yet started, or at least not yet to the point where it was affecting my neck or my voice. By the time I \emph{did} start at Canonical, it was well underway.
Much to my chagrin, not only was I stuttering at the time, but the job required daily video calls.
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Yes. Part of me was embarrassed, sure, but part of me was relieved to be seen.
\newpage
Bit by bit, little by little, the tic once again slid from my life. Enough stressors had gone or were on their way out that I was gaining stillness.
\noindent Bit by bit, little by little, the tic once again slid from my life. Enough stressors had gone or were on their way out that I was gaining stillness.
I spent more and more days with fewer and fewer tics. I relished in the stillness.
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And then I forgot.
\newpage
Suicide mention
My journey through medication has been long and storied.
\noindent My journey through medication has been long and storied.
\begin{ally}
Tell me.
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Provisional tic disorder
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The following code(s) above F95.0 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to F95.0:
\noindent The following code(s) above F95.0 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to F95.0:
\begin{itemize}
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Transient childhood tic
\end{itemize}
ICD-10-CM F95.0 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\noindent ICD-10-CM F95.0 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\begin{itemize}
\tightlist
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\hypertarget{icd-10-cm-diagnosis-code-g25.71}{%
\subsection{2019 ICD-10-CM Diagnosis Code G25.71}\label{icd-10-cm-diagnosis-code-g25.71}}
Drug induced akathisia
\noindent Drug induced akathisia
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\subsubsection{Applicable To}\label{applicable-to-1}}
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Tardive akathisia
\end{itemize}
The following code(s) above G25.71 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to G25.71:
\noindent The following code(s) above G25.71 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to G25.71:
\begin{itemize}
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A condition associated with the use of certain medications and characterized by an internal sense of motor restlessness often described as an inability to resist the urge to move.
\end{itemize}
ICD-10-CM G25.71 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\noindent ICD-10-CM G25.71 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\begin{itemize}
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\hypertarget{icd-10-cm-diagnosis-code-g24.01}{%
\subsection{2019 ICD-10-CM Diagnosis Code G24.01}\label{icd-10-cm-diagnosis-code-g24.01}}
Drug induced subacute dyskinesia
\noindent Drug induced subacute dyskinesia
\hypertarget{applicable-to-2}{%
\subsubsection{Applicable To}\label{applicable-to-2}}
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Tardive dyskinesia
\end{itemize}
The following code(s) above G24.01 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to G24.01:
\noindent The following code(s) above G24.01 contain annotation back-references that may be applicable to G24.01:
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Iatrogenic extrapyramidal disorder produced by long-term administration of antipsychotic drugs; characterized by oral/lingual/buccal dyskinesias and choreoathetoid movements of the extremities.
\end{itemize}
ICD-10-CM G24.01 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\noindent ICD-10-CM G24.01 is grouped within Diagnostic Related Group(s) (MS-DRG v36.0):
\begin{itemize}
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\end{itemize}
\newpage
There is a certain unique agony to akathisia. When I was in the hospital after surgery, and even for weeks afterwards, I was dead convinced that the problem I was going through was related to temperature. Part of this, no doubt, was due to the weather warming up followed by, toward the end of my inpatient stay there, the climate control in the room going out, leaving it a sweltering (to me) seventy-six degrees.
\noindent There is a certain unique agony to akathisia. When I was in the hospital after surgery, and even for weeks afterwards, I was dead convinced that the problem I was going through was related to temperature. Part of this, no doubt, was due to the weather warming up followed by, toward the end of my inpatient stay there, the climate control in the room going out, leaving it a sweltering (to me) seventy-six degrees.
\begin{ally}
What you didn't take into account was the fact that you have a hard time sitting down for an hour at a time, never mind being confined to bed rest laying on your back only for five days straight.
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\begin{ally}
Yes.
\end{ally}\newpage
\end{ally}
\newpage
Only five months after I figured out just what akathisia was, the disorder evolved into something more dramatic. Whereas the tic, whether or not it was iatrogenic, affected mostly my neck and only rarely my wrists, this new form of drug-induced movement disorder affected most of my upper body, dystonia alternating between athetosis and chorea; between a fluid, graceful swimming of limbs to a tense, rigid posture with repetitive jerking movements.
\noindent Only five months after I figured out just what akathisia was, the disorder evolved into something more dramatic. Whereas the tic, whether or not it was iatrogenic, affected mostly my neck and only rarely my wrists, this new form of drug-induced movement disorder affected most of my upper body, dystonia alternating between athetosis and chorea; between a fluid, graceful swimming of limbs to a tense, rigid posture with repetitive jerking movements.
It was infuriating and humiliating --- and before you interrupt, no, I will not talk about kink.