Colors, formatting
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\fontspec{Gentium Book Basic}[Color=EEEEEEFF]
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\renewfontfamily\allyFont{Merriweather Sans}[Scale=0.9,Color=EEEEEEFF,Ligatures=TeX]
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\noindent What do you do when you've got a libido and relatively little will to act upon it?
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Delve into kink.
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\begin{ally}
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I'm not really sure what to make of the fact that you made a bingo card for your kinks.
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\end{ally}
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Well, hey, hit bingo, and maybe I explode or something. Besides, \href{https://bbbingo.me}{bbbingo} was for a game jam.
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Well, hey, hit bingo, and maybe I explode or something. Besides, \emph{bbbingo} was for a game jam.
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\begin{ally}
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So tell me about your free space.
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\fontspec{Gentium Book Basic}[Color=DCCCCCFF]
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\renewfontfamily\allyFont{Merriweather Sans}[Scale=0.9,Color=CBBBBBFF,Ligatures=TeX]
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\begin{ally}
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Tell me about rape.
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\end{ally}
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Fine.
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\newpage
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Let's say, as we have already, that you spend much of puberty up in your head, and then when you start branching out into engaging sexually with others, you do so in a purely intellectual way. One which involves some sort of platonic ideal of sexuality. You never feel awkward. Everything always just works.
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\noindent Let's say, as we have already, that you spend much of puberty up in your head, and then when you start branching out into engaging sexually with others, you do so in a purely intellectual way. One which involves some sort of platonic ideal of sexuality. You never feel awkward. Everything always just works.
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Let's just take that for granted.
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\fontspec{Gentium Book Basic}[Color=111111FF]
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\renewfontfamily\allyFont{Merriweather Sans}[Scale=0.9,Color=333333FF,Ligatures=TeX]
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\noindent Cathleen Schine writes in \emph{The Evolution of Jane}:
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\begin{quotation}
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It was a bit telling, wasn't it?
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\newpage
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How can one be sexual when the act of engaging in sex is so confusing, so anxiety-inducing as to be not worth it no matter how barked up one is?
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\noindent How can one be sexual when the act of engaging in sex is so confusing, so anxiety-inducing as to be not worth it no matter how barked up one is?
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\begin{ally}
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You're getting ahead of yourself. The solutions arrived before the problem made itself known.
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Even then, I'm not so sure.
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\newpage
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The problem was that I didn't really want sex. I loved the idea of it, loved reading and writing about it, loved ERP, loved consuming art, loved thinking about it, loved masturbating. I just didn't really love sex itself.
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\noindent The problem was that I didn't really want sex. I loved the idea of it, loved reading and writing about it, loved ERP, loved consuming art, loved thinking about it, loved masturbating. I just didn't really love sex itself.
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Not for lack of trying, mind. I played around with my partners, tamping down my anxiety and squeamishness in order to try and just enjoy myself, enjoy our times together. Often, I was at least reasonably successful, too. I still have fond memories of some fun romps.
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Ah.
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\end{ally}
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So, let's talk about kink.
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\newpage
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\end{leftcolumn}
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\end{paracol}
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\backgroundcolor{c[1]}[rgb]{0.0902,0.0667,0.102}
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\backgroundcolor{C[1](0.5\columnsep,1000pt)(10000pt,10000pt)}[rgb]{0.0902,0.0667,0.102}
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\begin{paracol}{2}
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\begin{rightcolumn*}
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\input{content/sex/kink.tex}
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\input{content/sex/rape.tex}
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\end{rightcolumn*}
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\begin{leftcolumn}
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I can't let this go.
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\noindent I can't let this go.
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\begin{ally}
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Why not?
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\end{ally}
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Yeah.
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\newpage
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\end{leftcolumn}
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\end{paracol}
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I feel it important to add that it's not that sex itself feels bad.
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\backgroundcolor{c[1]}[rgb]{0.2,0,0}
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\backgroundcolor{C[1](0.5\columnsep,1000pt)(10000pt,10000pt)}[rgb]{0.2,0,0}
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\begin{paracol}{2}
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\begin{rightcolumn*}
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\input{content/sex/rape.tex}
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\end{rightcolumn*}
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\begin{leftcolumn}
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\noindent I feel it important to add that it's not that sex itself feels bad.
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\begin{ally}
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Why?
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