diff --git a/content/core/022.md b/content/core/022.md index a3d8e68..7873fbb 100644 --- a/content/core/022.md +++ b/content/core/022.md @@ -3,4 +3,28 @@ date: 2019-08-16 weight: 22 --- -> Thank you. +> Who are you? + +I'm Madison Jesse Scott-Clary. + +> What are you? + +I...what? + +> Who are you? + +I answered you. + +> Tell me your names. + +I am Madison. I am Maddy. I am Makyo. + +> No Sarai? No Happenstance, or Younes? + +Sarai could die. I couldn't be her. Happenstance was a coping mechanism for gender. Younes was... + +> Tell me about Younes, then. That's where you started going before, right? + +Yeah, though you've certainly changed the tenor of it. The mood. + +> No one said this project would be easy. diff --git a/content/margaras/05.md b/content/margaras/05.md new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b36482d --- /dev/null +++ b/content/margaras/05.md @@ -0,0 +1,36 @@ +--- +date: 2019-08-16 +weight: 22 +--- + +> Thank you. + +I was going to save that for September sixth. + +> I know. + +You made me cry. + +> I know. + +You hurt me + +> I know. + +
Yit'gadal v'yit'kadash sh'mei raba +Would that I had the faith +To pray daily. +Eleven months to let you go, +And an amen to end the sorrow.
+ +> It's okay to not let go of some things. + +How? How so? How could that possibly be true? How could one possible grow as a person with not letting go of something? + +> It's okay to not let go of some things, and to use them to inform your growth in the future. It's okay to use grief to become a better person. + +I guess. + +But it still hurts. + +> I know.