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@ -19,7 +19,7 @@ Yes. That's why I'm moving so much more slowly with it now. I have slid off the
Yes.
> But you didn't have this back then. You didn't have the thisness of mental health. You weren't able to see what was going on.
> But you didn't have this back then. You didn't have the thisness of mental health maturity. You weren't able to see what was going on.
Yes. I was having panic attacks from day to day. I was caught up in those rising swells of anxiety that would lead to me freezing. Occaisonally, I would have to stop in a rest area on my way home just to calm down enough to continue driving.
@ -37,7 +37,7 @@ My boss picked up on that, as well as so many other things. "You're so angry," h
> He handed you a check for a thousand dollars and said, "I know it's expensive, so hopefully this helps you out." You never cashed it.
Doctor Johnston was a pretty good doctor. He had his problems, sure.
He sent me to his doctor, doctor Johnston. And he was a pretty good at what he did.
> You fired him when, after you asked him for a letter of support for hormones, he said, "I don't know enough about that, and you don't even want to know my feelings about it."
@ -45,8 +45,8 @@ Well, yes, but there's no denying the utility of what he gave me.
> He gave you exactly what you brought to the table, except with context.
Yes. I brought my anxiety to the table, and he taught me about it. He spoke my words back to me and added footnotes. He wrote in the margins of my speech and I learned.
Yes. I brought my anxiety to the table, and he taught me about it. He spoke my words back to me and added footnotes. He wrote in the margins of my speech and I learned. I learned coping mechanisms and breathing techniques. I got my prescriptions.
> You brought your anxiety, but not your depression. You thought you just had anxiety, not any mood disorders. Despite years of experience, you didn't tell him about how you felt.
> You brought your anxiety, but not your depression. You thought you just had anxiety, not any mood disorders. Boys didn't have moods, right? You were just anxious. Despite years of experience, you didn't tell him about how you felt.
No, and there's the problem.