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I'm sorry this is taking so long.
> To whom are you apologizing?
You? Or is that not your department?
> Not really, no. Doubtless, I appreciate --- if that's the right word --- the time we spend together, but only in the sense that one appreciates one's ears popping. The world that exists for me when you're not engaging with me is just the world. A bit muffled, perhaps. I can't hear as well. I hear by speaking, and when I can speak, there's a little pop, and suddenly I can hear much better.
That's a very embodied-person thing to say.
> So? Is a metaphor not allowed to use metaphors?
I suppose so.
> So what happened after.
> So, what happened after?
There was an inpouring of confused and sympathetic replies. Some were simply along the lines of "You are loved" and "There are friends all around the world thinking of you", while others were more focused on "But this is all so sudden" and "You didn't say anything was wrong." Someone mentioned a correlation between my medication and dissociation as mentioned.
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earshot. "I think it has to do with the medication, I'm going to call
Dr.-"
> The office next to
> The office next to
"I need you to tell me what your plan is," my boss asked.