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 Yes. That's why I'm moving so much more slowly with it now. I have slid off the pedestal and into the slow morass of depression. I can feel it coloring my life with anhedonia.
 
-> Not coloring, no. Sapping the color. Not even black-and-white, but an absense. A missingness.
+> Not coloring, no. Sapping the color. Not even black-and-white, but an absence. A missingness.
 
 Yes.
 

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 Let's talk about something else. Please.
 
-> One more quesiton, and then we can.
+> One more question, and then we can.
 
 Okay.
 
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 > You think?
 
-Well, every time I think I've come a long ways, I do something horribly stupid again. Every time I think I'm over all this, I tear at myself. Every time I think I'm getting good at talking about my mental health, I wind up in this pit where I have to destroy myself, to make it physically evident that I'm unwell in some invisible way.
+Well, every time I think I've come a long ways, I do something horribly stupid again. Every time I think I'm over all this, I tear at myself. Every time I think I'm getting good at talking about my mental health, I wind up in this pit where I have to destroy myself, to make it physically evident that I'm unwell in some invisible way. I always have. I tried to blind myself in 1996, remember? I tried to lose a finger, a leg. I cut. I burned.
 
 > Is it about proving that you're unwell?
 

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