39 lines
1.1 KiB
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39 lines
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weight: 3
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date: 2020-06-17
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<div class="cw">...Spoilers? Or at least posting a review about the efficacy of not discussing plurality and then proceeding to discuss plurality, however roundabout. <a class="pulse" href="/35">Back</a>.</div>
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> I see now.
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Are you me?
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> Am I?
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I don't know. I can't tell. I can't tell if you're me, if the adversary is me, if "that third-of-three parts, that part defined by negative space and shadow and blind spots" is me.
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I can't tell if hypomanic Madison is me. I can't tell if depressed Madison is me.
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Sometimes she feels separate. Depressed Madison, I mean. Sometimes she feels like another person who is doing different things, and I feel trapped up within my head, watching her act--
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> Or not.
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--or not, and I feel like nothing I say or do can get her to change the things she does or does not do. Nothing I say or do can change the way she feels.
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The way I feel?
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The way she feels when she's fronting?
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> There is confusion here.
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Yes. Confusion borne of new knowledge. What do I do with it? What do I do with these strangely-shaped thoughts?
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> Talk around them in circles.
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Ha ha.
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> Am I wrong?
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No.
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