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Madison Scott-Clary 3d9a13f3af Tags, make dad live
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date: 2019-08-11
weight: 9
tags:
- demanding
- snarky
- questions
categories:
- mania
- mental health
- meta
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> Tell me about mania.
No.
Wait, what? Why are you asking? Weren't you there?
> I was. I...am?
I don't think I'm hypomanic now. On my way, perhaps. I can't sleep.
> I may be, then. Tell me about mania.
No, tell me why you're asking.
> I'm more of a liminal creature, myself. It's hard to keep an ally around when depression slowly shuts down avenue after avenue of reaching one. You, as a reflection of me, become distorted while manic. Fun-house mirrors and blind-spots. I want to hear about it.
No.
Later.
I took a sleep aid. I'm not getting into this now. I was all prepped to write about poly stuff, but you started banging on the door.
<a class="pulse" href="/birds">Read what I've already written</a>.
> I was there when you wrote those.
So? Does that not clarify it?
> Will anything?
Likely not.
I will say, though, that I missed some stuff in my investigation earlier. You did come back for three brief days in November, 2013. It was at a liminal time, but you didn't stick around.
> I'll remind you that you ignored me for one of those posts.
Point.
Let's get into mania later. We owe each other that. For now, bed. And tomorrow, something a little less harrowing.
> Ah yes. Polyamory. Known for being easy peasy, lemon squeezy.